“Can you just enjoy the fucking ride?” he says as if he is annoyed with me. “And I’m supposed to pretend that the past two years haven’t happened? That I don’t know the truth?” “We just go back to being how we were before? Let’s remember, things weren’t exactly peachy.” “So what’s the plan?” I try to keep bitter sarcasm out my voice but I’m sure it’s not working. I used to think of it is as only my weakness but now I know it’s his weakness too and I fully intend to use it to try to fix this mess-if we can be fixed. We’re both at odds, but we still love each other. He's still angry but he’s still here with me and that means all hope isn’t completely lost. I feel like I’m slipping back into my old life. I walk out of the hotel and see him sitting in the Audi. I feel powerless, more than I ever have before. I try to gather my thoughts as I make my way downstairs.
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